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[20 May 2009|02:11pm] |
I couldn't sleep last night, so I went wandering through old poems. I found this, and thought it was pretty good. I don't think I ever posted it.
Monday, March 27, 2006
10:49pm
I follow the nicotine trail to your pale arms in bars
On star-stained nights
I say all the right words into your whiskey kiss,
knowing that's all it is
I stay up for days of fantasy
Where I wake up next to you
And you say you love me too
Where you introduce me to your friends like a prize after you've been between my thighs
I bring you gifts and kisses and soft spoken words I murmured into the mirror just to hear you laugh
I suffocate sobs that threaten to devour me in my hour of need
And I bleed my desire for you from my very pores
Onto the ashen floor
While your friends ask for more
And I pour them drinks to make the sad die down
All I ask is that you love another
Covering yourself in signs that mark you hers
Until you're a blur of her reflection
And there is no question in anyone's face that I'm a fool
Tripping over my barstool to get to you
Love her with such a passion that you see her face in my place
When we're racing to the finish
Love her so crazy that when you glimpse my thighs in your mind's eye
Sometime when you're on her ride,
You want to stain your wrists
With your sick twist on this
Love her image until she's just
an icon sliced on me
And I can't breathe for living behind her picture,
Sick with her second-hand liquor
Love her until she consumes us both
And we can't talk because she's always in the room
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| Tears and Champagne |
[05 Nov 2008|11:37am] |
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History was made.
And California proved that it cares more about animals than it does about gay people.
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| HANAE!!! |
[28 Jul 2008|11:34am] |
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HANAEEEEEEEE! I MISSSSSS YOOOOOOUUUUUU! CAAAAAAAAALL MEEEEEEEEEEEE!
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| More NYE photos |
[02 Apr 2008|11:09pm] |
Pretty much the only reason I post these days...
PS - if you're wondering, I'm posting them monthly because I can only put so many up on flikr in one month. I did not resize them so that I could upload more because a) someone might want to do something with the photos and b) I don't have time. If you don't like it, you can get me a paid flikr account, or you can come over and pay me a visit, and while you're here, move the photos from my external hard drive to your computer. kthxbai.
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| More NYE photos |
[24 Mar 2008|09:41pm] |
Too much going on in life for me to write about it. Or to read anyone else's journals. But if you wanted to chat you could always, you know, call me.
More NYE Photos
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| More NYE photos |
[02 Feb 2008|07:44pm] |
I uploaded more NYE photos. All of the ones in this batch are of Allegra.
On a side note, dear LJ friends - I lost my job, I got a new job, my internet at home has been on the fritz, and I'm sick.
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| NYE 07/08 |
[11 Jan 2008|02:06pm] |
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So we finally set up a flickr account and uploaded the photos. Unfortunately, there's a limit to how much you can upload each month, so it's going to take me a while to put them all up. Keep checking back, and I'll let you know when they've all been added.
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| Xmas & Stitches |
[27 Dec 2007|11:27am] |
Stitch & Bitch 2nite.
Also, last year I shared with you all my Christmas playlist. Now I'm asking you to share yours with me. If you would be so kind, I request that you highlight in bold those tracks which are particularly unique, funny, or touching.
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| Dearest Renaldo Ferguson, |
[19 Dec 2007|10:53am] |
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You stand accused of the high crime of bestowing upon myself the incorrect coordinates of your current place of residence. In consequence, 41 pence was laid to waste in the futile effort of delivering to said coordinates one silver envelope, the contents of which extended to you a most coveted invitation to attend the area's most renowned celebration of the New Year. The council has yet to decide your fate, although we are contemplating leniency due to your lack of residence at said coordinates at the time of the offense. We shall consider admitting you to the premises on the designated date, dependent upon your collecting the offending silver envelope prior to said occasion.
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| Blah |
[17 Dec 2007|10:29am] |
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I shouldn't have had that cup of coffee. I've got the jitters and I can't do anything. I'll be fine if I just ride it out.
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| Rhythm |
[15 Dec 2007|06:31pm] |
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Ever had one of those nights where everything happens exactly as it's supposed to, you meet an astounding number of really amazing people, and everyone you came with had a really great time? Yeah, like that.
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| PS |
[13 Dec 2007|02:27pm] |
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Stitch N' Bitch is on tonight.
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strangely appropos...thanks to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) tangyapple |
[13 Dec 2007|12:57pm] |
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Your Score: Prick- ENTP 66% Extraversion, 53% Intuition, 53% Thinking, 26% Judging
People love to hate you, because you love to argue. The strange thing is you probably took that as a compliment. Why, I bet you've already got a witty comeback all lined up ready to throw right back at me.
What you don't realise is that your inane obsession with debating pisses everyone off. Whatever happened to us all trying to get alone? I mean, you're so annoying people disagree with you for the damn sake of it! NOBODY cares about your abundant opinions. Trust me.
Believe it or not, but there's more to life than your expansive knowledge and sharp repertoire. When was the last time you showered? Brushed your teeth?
While you're up in Nevernever land, getting excited over future possibilities and your crazy theories, WE have to put up with your awful stench. I can smell you from here.
Your personality is ideal for that of a future lawyer and because everyone already hates you, you have nothing to lose.
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If you want to learn more about your personality type in a slightly less negative way, check out this.
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The other personality types are as follows...
Loner - Introverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
Pushover - Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Criminal - Introverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving
Borefest - Introverted Sensing Thinking Judging
Almost Perfect - Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving
Freak - Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
Loser - Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
Crackpot - Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging
Clown - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
Sap - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Commander - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving
Do Gooder - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Judging
Scumbag - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving
Busybody - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
Dictator - Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging
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